My Pride and Joy

Contents

Cover
Notes
Reviews
Extract

Cover

My Pride and Joy

Notes

"Ever since I shot a charging lioness in 1956, and took her three tiny cubs back to my wife, Joy, I have lived in the company of lions. We kept one of the cubs, whom Joy called EIsa, and when she grew up we prepared her to go back to the wild. She became world famous when Joy told her story in a book called Born Free.'

Joy Adamson's book, and later the film made from it, charmed millions of people and made EIsa an international heroine. Now George Adamson tells an even more remarkable story of the two great loves of his life: his wife, Joy, and the dozens of big cats whom he has helped set free in the more than sixty years he has devoted to rehabilitating wild animals.

George Adamson first visited Kenya in 1924, fell under its spell and settled down to dedicate his life to the wild animals of that state. When he married Joy, whom he met while she was traveling in Africa, she joined him in his crusade. Later, the great fame and considerable fortune earned by Born Free and its sequels went to helping the endangered wildlife. Since Joy's brutal murder in 1980, George Adamson has carried on their work alone.

My Pride and Joy is more than just a wonderful animal story. It is a moving, dramatic description of a man with a vision and his successful efforts to make that vision a reality. It is also the story of how that vision held together a turbulent marriage.

Around George and Joy and their story is an exciting and endearing cast of supporting players. There are, of course, EIsa and her sisters, but we also meet Boy, a mascot who eventually became a man-eater and whom George had to kill; and Christian, a fourth-generation zoo lion, bought in the pet department at Harrods by two young men who raised him in their antique shop, only to realize when he was a year old that they couldn't keep him. Then we have Pippa, Joy's glamorous cheetah; Growlie, the precocious nymphomaniac; and Bill Travers and Virginia McKenna, who played the Adamsons in the film. Finally there is Africa itself.

Born Free chronicled only one aspect of this remarkable life. George Adamson, in his book, tells both how he laid the foundation for returning Elsa to freedom, and all that has happened since. Fired by the passion of a man who yearns to communicate that passion to others, My Pride and Joy is touching, often thrilling, engagingly eccentric, and always a pleasure to read.

Reviews

"It's an even better read than Born Free."

-The London Daily Mail

"George Adamson tells the story of his two tempestuous marriages-one to Joy of Elsa fame, the other to the lions he has saved from imprisonment, loved and returned to the wild-with frankness and a wry humour. I found it exciting, touching, and deeply absorbing from first to last."

-Elspeth Huxley

"A lion of a man whose life is the story of a vanishing Africa."

-Hammond Innes

"A fascinating tale by a fascinating man."

-Desmond Morris

Extract

Chapter 1

A Day at Kora

1970-1985

Each morning I wake up to the disappointed glare of Bourne and Hollingsworth; the pair of hooded vultures stare down from the fence round our camp, no doubt hoping that one day my eyes will fail to open.

Every day as I put on my shorts, walk over to breakfast, or go about more private business, an American satellite sails overhead and photographs this remote tract of Kenya beside the Tana River. They say the pictures are so clear that experts can decide whether an egg or a golf ball has been set on the table.

The African wilderness is shrinking fast. When I first came to Kenya its grey thorn-bush country, scorched by a blazing sun in a clear blue sky, offered few promises. But those promises, of solitude, of wild animals in a profusion to delight the heart of Noah, and of the spice of danger, were always honoured. Today, of these three, you are only likely to encounter the danger.

It is not just vultures and spacecraft that invade our privacy. Fifteen years ago, to reach Kora Hill, the mounds of pink rock below which we set up our camp, we hacked our way through the resinous thorn bushes for days on end; it was weeks before we could clear a track here from the nearest road, and another to a rough little airstrip, twenty miles off. Nowadays, although the temperature is over 100° at noon and after lunch I feel sleepy, I dare not take a siesta as it is so frequently interrupted by unexpected visitors.

Subdued and disappointed because they have not been harassed by elephants or charged by infuriated rhinos on the way, they watch with delighted wonder the pride of lions that gathers round the camp at dusk. Just why the elephants and rhinos have ignored them is part of this story.

To find out which lions have come to camp I go out to greet them and toss them some meat. If I am away my companion, Tony Fitzjohn, will give them a welcome instead. In his thirties, tall, bronzed by the sun, and recently invited by a film company - admittedly Japanese - to play Tarzan, he is treated by the lions as one of their pride. Half my age, he has taken over the more demanding tasks of their care, wild as they are.

My younger brother Terence, now in his late seventies, shares our flimsy cage. An expert self-taught engineer, he built and keeps up our huts, our fence, our airstrip and our roads. A gifted amateur botanist, he knows every tree, shrub and plant within a hundred miles, by its English, Latin and Swahili names. But although he is on the side of the animals, he has one unaccountable failing - he prefers elephants to lions.

The other long-term human resident is Hamisi, a grizzled Sudanese, who provides us with three good meals a day from almost any ingredients or almost none. Like Terence he seems to regard my weakness for lions with melancholy indulgence.

The four of us do, however, have one distinction in common. Each of us has been mauled by a lion or a crocodile and bears the marks on our skin. Terence 's scars, I suspect, go deeper. Some of the other habitués are two-legged but feathered; the majority have four, six or eight legs; the least desirable have a hundred, a thousand - or none. Wire link is effective for keeping out lions but it presents no obstacle to a guinea fowl bent on getting our millet or the hornbills who demand and steal our nuts. Acacia rats use the trees as a bridge into camp. Mongooses and civets climb easily over the fence, while feverish ground squirrels drive tunnels underneath it. Mosquitoes, hornets and ants, large black scorpions, carnivorous centipedes and venomous snakes - boomslangs, puff-adders and spitting cobras - slip through its mesh with the greatest of ease. As they all seem to find our company irresistible, we make friends with the pleasant and come to terms with the rest. But our lives revolve round the lions.

Ever since I shot a charging lioness in 1956, and took her three tiny cubs back to my wife Joy, I have lived in the company of lions. We kept one of the cubs, whom Joy called Elsa, and when she grew up we prepared her to go back to the wild. She became world famous when Joy told her story in a book called Born Free. After Elsa, each lion, and later each pride, has led to another. Over the years I have released twenty-three young lions in the wild, all of them otherwise destined to live behind bars.

Only two of the lions were born in a zoo; some were trapped for the sins of their fathers and mothers; others went astray on their own. Mating together or with lions from the bush, they have produced fifty cubs that I have seen and perhaps as many more that I have not. In the manner of lions when a pride gets too big it breaks into groups and disperses. At one time we had sixteen lions round Kora.

Living for animals means that we have to live like animals, or at least like our earliest ancestors. Our clock is the sun, our shelter is primitive, our food is simple and our water is drawn from the Tana, three miles away. Our eyes and ears have to pick up sights and sounds that most others would miss. I have not taken a morning paper for forty years: the news I need is printed on the ground.

Lions are nocturnal and most of their significant activities take place while I sleep. If I want to know what has happened, I have to go out at dawn and study the clues in the dust and the grass, on the sand, the rock or the bushes. If I get there too late the sun, wind, or rain will have destroyed them. At first as a hunter, and then for twenty-five years in the Game Department, my livelihood, if not my life, depended on interpreting foot prints and getting it right.

While Elsa was growing used to her freedom I had to be able to read her spoor as easily as handwriting. By learning to do this I could help her over her difficulties and could follow her courtship and mating.

At Kora Tony and I have to memorise many sets of prints at any one time. It is essential, both to follow the lions and to keep abreast of the rest of the news in the bush. Two years ago Tony came back and told me of a typical and violent story that could be read in this way. A family of Somalis had stopped him and asked for his help, as their daughter had been mauled by a lion. They had kept her at night in their camp, wrapped in a dirty old sheet, as they were not allowed in the reserve and were at first all too frightened to ask for help.

The drought had been harsh and each evening they watered their herd at a spring a few miles from our camp. Tony was afraid that one of our lions might have gone for the girl but then he remembered seeing an unfamiliar and sickly old lion near the lugga - the sandy bed of a dried-up water course. He felt it was much the most likely culprit.

When Tony and some friends got to the waterhole he checked the spoor of the lion, to make sure it was not one of ours, and it was possible to read the whole story. As all the signs were still visible the attack must have taken place within the previous twenty-four hours. But since there had been no stampede and only a few hoof marks, leaving the lugga, crossed the tracks of the lion, it must have struck just as the last cows were slaking their thirst.

A flurry of dust and some blood showed where the girl had been seized by the lion. Tony's friends traced its progress, dragging the child between its legs, across the sand to the edge of the lugga. Finally, where the undergrowth started there was a larger patch of dried blood, surrounded by stones, and a confusion of footmarks that told their own tale. Casting around in a circle and into the bush they saw where the lion, deprived of its victim; had run into cover.

Tony and his friends cleaned up the girl's wounds and handed her over to an Anti-Poaching Unit of the Game Department and persuaded them to take her to hospital. Her family then described how they suddenly heard her screaming for help. When they saw her in the jaws of the lion they surrounded it and bombarded it with stones till it fled. Their courage and presence of mind saved her life, as she quickly recovered.

I cannot explain why I have devoted so much of my life to lions without trying to convey the depth and range of their personalities. They are as distinctively different from each other as people. Like people, they can look impressive, beautiful, curious, ugly or plain. As with humans you get the large and the small, the strong and the weak.

They are creatures of character and mood, who are not only sociable but may be affectionate or shy, gentle or fierce, friendly or hostile, generous or possessive, mischievous or grim, impulsive or restrained, promiscuous, wanton, steady or frigid. If some are aloof, nervous, introvert and mean, others are playful, confident, extravert and fun. Most are intelligent and inquisitive. The best are adventurous, loyal and brave. All of them have been designed and perfected by nature to kill.

I know that in using these terms I risk falling foul of some scientists, but I can find no others that are adequate. I do not know exactly where the border lies between "instinct" and "conditioned reflex" on the one hand, and "experience" and "intelligent decision" on the other. But I do know that in some circumstances lions cross the border into territory normally reserved by philosophers for man.

From my earliest days in Kenya I was fascinated by the behaviour of lions and elephants because of this extra dimension in their lives. But I did not sense how powerful their spell could become until we set Elsa free, and I realised that she not only reciprocated our love but could keep up our friendship without disturbing the bonds with her mate and her cubs.

After he had been out to Kenya, and had watched Elsa and her cubs at our camp, Sir Julian Huxley, one of the most distinguished biologists of his generation, was so impressed by her ability to bridge these two worlds that he recommended scientists to study the implications of her behaviour for the future understanding of animals. Sir Frank Fraser Darling, another outstanding naturalist, believed that in some respects we can only decipher an animal's world if we resort to a human vocabulary. What Elsa did, and the way in which it could best be explained, were both of interest to science.

"Innocent Killers" was the phrase coined by Jane Goodall, famous for her scientific studies of chimpanzees, and her husband Hugo van Lawick, the brilliant wildlife photographer. They applied it, as a title for a book, to the hyenas, jackals and wild dogs of the Serengeti. I have seen a herd of sixteen goats wantonly killed by a family of cubs so I am not sure that killing by lions always deserves the verdict of "innocent"; but it is never as guilty as man's, whose destruction in Kenya and interference with the balances of nature is relentless and irreparable.

With his own increasing numbers, and his ever growing hordes of cattle and goats, the herdsman is denuding the bush. With the lure of rich pickings the poacher works through the country to bring out his haul - the last rhino horns as handles for daggers; ivory, bloodily culled from the diminishing elephants; the silken coats of gazelles; and the lovelier skins of the cats. Destroying the wilderness, and robbing its prospects of peace and of game, man leaves only the promise of danger. He has killed ten of my lions and murdered my wife.

Few couples can have had a more rewarding life together in the bush than Joy and I. After we married, in 1944, we lived at Isiolo, on the frontier of Kenya's northern provinces. For the next twenty years we spent most of the time on safari, out on the plains, into the deserts and forest, up to the lakes and the mountains, and down to the coral reefs of the coast. Often we travelled together and sometimes apart. Mine was the life of a warden, keeping a check on man-eating lions, crop-raiding elephants, poachers. Joy's was the life of an artist, painting the pictures of the flowers and the tribes which now hang in the National Museum and the President's State House, in Nairobi.

Towards the end of these years Elsa came into our lives and not long after that I retired, just in time to help train the lions for the film of Born Free. When the filming was over Joy and I, with Virginia McKenna and her husband Bill Travers who played our roles in the film, were determined to save at least some of the lions from consignment to game parks in Europe, or zoos.

Joy and I therefore spent the next five years in Meru Park, where I released a small pride from the film led by a magnificent lion called Boy. A few miles away Joy successfully prepared a tame cheetah called Pippa for a life of freedom in the bush.

When this phase was over Bill Travers and I brought a lion from London, called Christian, to Kora. Once more our intention was to give a lion freedom. I hoped Joy would join me and take on some leopards but she found the climate too hot and the camp too remote for the rest of her work, writing books, and raising money for wild animals all over the world. When she did adopt a leopard she took it to Shaba, near our original home in the north - and there she was killed.

Over the years Joy paid us a number of visits at Kora. My daily routine aimed to put into practice what I had learnt from our experiences with Elsa and the pride I had released in Meru.

Day starts when the fan-tailed ravens, regular as clockwork, call us with their raucous croaking at dawn. For the next twenty minutes the rumpus rises to a crescendo as they flap around Hamisi, trying to steal his eggs. He usually fobs them off with a biscuit.

As my campbed is next to the two lion enclosures, at the end of the camp, I sometimes wake up to find a pair of cubs lying only a few inches away from my nose, on the other side of the wire. By sleeping next to me they learn that human beings do not necessarily represent a threat. I had to keep two young lions, Suleiman and Sheba, who had been sent to us by a ranching friend called Ken Clarke, penned up for several weeks before they calmed down; Suleiman had been grazed by the bullet which killed his mother. They were over a year old, and their mother had been shot for persistent cattle-raiding; I took them as I could not bear the thought of them going to a zoo. Once the young lions are settled, I wander in as soon as I am up, with a bucket of water or tit-bit of meat. If they rub their heads against my knee the first battle to win their trust has been won.

After a quick cup of tea I get ready to walk the lions down to the river. Hamisi breaks off washing the pans and gives my tracker a cold thermos and packet of biscuits. Tony arranges for our driver to hitch the trailer to the Landrover and fetch water. Terence briefs his road gang for the day. There is a fearful cackle as the guinea fowl and hornbills clear off with the last of the millet or Terence's Weetabix. Most of the lions spend the night outside camp and it is intriguing to see how newcomers react to their first taste of freedom. Usually they have got the measure of the pride after watching them carefully through the wire: once outside they approach their elders with diffident greetings, like dogs.

So far none of them has bolted. Nevertheless this initial introduction to the rest of the pride is an acid test of their nerve. The younger the cubs the sooner they are likely to be accepted. Normally they approach the dominant male and work their way down through the hierarchy. The warmer the feelings between two lions, the more affectionately they rub cheeks and run them sinuously down each other's flanks. This tactile sense is obviously of great importance. Suleiman and Sheba were treated much more suspiciously than most other newcomers, partly because they were at least a year old and partly because the pride was already over a dozen strong and beginning to break up. Nevertheless they were tolerated on occasional walks.

As soon as the pride moves off all its senses are alert to the engrossing world of the bush. Lions have superb vision for spotting movement and instinctively shift to the highest ground for the best look-out: that is why mine have always lorded it from the tops of my Landrovers. Being nocturnal their night vision is excellent too.

When I came to Kora I grew even more aware of how important scent is to lions. In this dense bush, where visibility is often down to fifty yards or less, I have seen them set off after a giraffe which has been browsing five or six hundred yards away. They also have a different and no doubt instinctive understanding of scent. When they come across a big ball of elephant dung, or one of those middens made by the families of little dik dik antelopes, they love to roll in it. I suppose it is to disguise their scent, which to the human nose is rather like honeyed tobacco, for they never roll in the droppings of lions, hyenas or jackals.

Lions have very keen ears. I have known them pick up a sound eight miles away, which was well beyond the power of human hearing. Their voice plays an important part in their social life and they seem to appreciate that a rock or a cliff can boost their full-scale territorial roaring. They have a whole repertoire of lesser noises - puffs and whuffs, miaows and purrs, moans, yowls, grunts and growls.

Although their basic diet depends on the local game they certainly have a discriminating palate. They relish zebra meat as much as they scorn baboon, unless they are starving. Like dogs they occasionally feel the urge to eat grass. Once I put out poisoned meat to get rid of some hyenas, but found to my dismay it had been taken by lions. I followed their tracks and came to a place where a lion had been sick. In the vomit were some chewed berries of Cordia gharaf. They have a bitter taste and I am sure they were eaten as an emetic.

While roaring is the most obvious method of proclaiming territory the pride is constantly employing another on our walks - marking. Young lions piddle, females squat, and adult males deliver backward, well-aimed squirts, scented from an anal gland. By this means the native lions and mine are constantly exchanging challenge, information and insult.

The principal aim of our walks is to provide fun and game, but sometimes we run into trouble. If they try to take on the rare buffalo we meet, the younger lions are in for a shock, but it is essential for them to be completely at home in the bush and to get the measure of the different game. I cannot teach them to hunt, any more than their mothers or their elders can. Lions are born with the instinctive ability to stalk and to kill - I have seen it proved over and over again - but only experience will perfect these skills and experience is what I can offer.

While we are walking I talk to the lions. They must know my voice so well that they automatically pick up its intonations of encouragement, approval, reassurance, caution, command and rebuke. It would be lunacy, I not to say disastrous, to try to dominate them as some people train dogs.

They know very well when you are angry, will often respond to a shouted ''No!'', and will respect you if you stand your ground and move towards them - whereas retreating is dangerous. What matters is that they recognise a voice and authority. Even so you can never rely on them entirely. When it rains, and the temperature drops, they can become uncomfortably boisterous. I do not carry a rifle or revolver whenever I leave camp just for protection against irascible rhinos.

By the time we get down to the river I am ready for a cool glass of gin from the thermos and, as the sun will be getting warm, the lions are quite happy to flop down on the sand or mess about in the shallows. Lions are among the laziest animals on earth and like to spend most of the day dozing, although if very hungry they will spring up at the chance of a kill whatever the heat.

It is extremely beautiful down by the Tana. The stretch we make for is more than a hundred yards wide if you take in the stream, the pools, the shallows, the rocks and the sand. There is shade from the palms and acacias, which are much taller here than those in the bush round the camp. Terence has identified all the plants and the shrubs - the deadly datura or moonflower with its lovely white trumpets, the sweet scented henna and the red-berried salvadora, so attractive to birds.

The game fades away at the approach of the lions but the baboons chatter and bark on the opposite bank, while the hippos wallow and snort out in the silted red water. Close in it is hard to tell if a dark ridged shape, gliding along with the current, is a log or a crocodile. The birds seem to have no fear of the lions and if I sit quietly a succession of waders will drop down to the river - silent white egrets and honking purple-black hadada ibis, mottled Egyptian geese and the formidable carnivorous sentries, goliath herons, tall yellow-billed storks and the large marabous, with their wicked beaks pressed against the scrotum-pink sacs on their chests.

Peaceful as it is, warmed by the sun and cooled by the contents of my thermos, I am always a little uneasy when I am here with the lions. After it has rained they make a frightful fuss when they have to walk through a puddle, but if something excites their interest on the other side of the river they plunge straight into the stream and swim directly across, despite the strength of the current. My worry is that crocodiles have drowned at least one of my lions and may easily account for others.

I usually walk the younger lions back to camp for lunch; in the first few weeks they are inclined to come to a call, like a dog. I leave the older ones by the river, or on Kora Rock, which we pass on the way. They are probably still there when I go down in the evening - or will come to me quickly if I call them with a megaphone.

I have had some tricky moments up on the rocks. Early one morning, in 1977, I let Suleiman and Sheba out of their enclosure to spend the day in the bush, while I drove to the hill to look for a lioness with cubs. I climbed to the foot of some cliffs where I thought her lair might be, but could see no sign of them.

As I started down Suleiman and Sheba appeared. They were in a playful mood and while I fended off Sheba, who butted me from the front, Suleiman jumped on my back, grabbing me by the neck and bringing me down on the steep hillside. I tried to beat him off, whacking him over my shoulder with a stick. This made him angry and he started to growl, sinking his teeth in the back of my neck. It was no longer play.

Luckily I was wearing my revolver because my search for the lioness and cubs might well have brought me face to face with a cobra or leopard while I was poking about in the rocks. I drew the gun now with the notion of firing a shot over Suleiman's head to scare him off. When I pulled the trigger there was just a dull click. It happened a second time and with a fearful chill I realised I had probably forgotten to load it. My hand was no longer steady as I broke the gun open to work out my chances. At least there was a round in each of the chambers and as Suleiman still had his teeth in my neck - I could feel the blood trickling down my shoulders and the sweat coming out on my forehead - I decided to try again. This time I managed to get two shots off into the air. They had not the slightest effect.

Suleiman bit harder. In sheer desperation I pointed the revolver backwards over my shoulder, and fired straight at him. Immediately he let go and, looking startled, went and sat twenty feet off with Sheba, who had leapt back at the sound of the first two shots. I could see blood on his muzzle and more on his neck.

I was bleeding profusely myself and wondered what the hell to do next. Tony Fitzjohn was away in Nairobi. Terence was off on safari and our radio was out of action. I therefore concentrated on getting down to the car and back into camp, where at least I had disinfectant and dressings. By the time I got the Landrover into camp I was feeling exceedingly groggy.

To my surprise it was Terence who opened the gates at the sound of my engine. He had got in only a few minutes before me. He helped me clean up the bites, and then he set off on an eighty-mile journey to the nearest medical post, which was in permanent touch with Nairobi. I did not get much sleep during the night and felt very worried about Suleiman, as I had no idea how badly I had wounded him. I rather feared the worst as Sheba had appeared in the evening without him. Next morning, much to my relief, Suleiman turned up. The pistol bullet had run across the top of his shoulders and lodged under the skin. He looked little the worse for it and was as friendly as ever. My own damage might have been worse too. The Flying Doctor took me to hospital in Nairobi and as the wounds did not go septic I was out in a week.

Few of our morning walks end as eventfully as this one and the camp we return to at midday has calmed down after the bustle at breakfast. By now the temperature is 100 degrees. The lions lie flat out under the trees. All the other animals too, the reptiles, the birds and even the insects are silent and still, each in its own patch of shade. Our lunch is like a movie in slow motion with the sound turned down. It is an effort to eat, to drink, to puff my pipe. Terence and I nod in our chairs. Dry leaves crack under the scorching heat of the sun like tiny pistol shots.

I know that if I surrender to sleep, just as I get on to my bed, I shall hear the persistent and approaching drone of a small plane heading for camp. I recently counted from my visitors book that two hundred and ninety-seven people made their way to Kora last year. As always, while friends bring their news and their views, strangers ask questions. I do my best to give answers.

"Yes, after their first week or two the lions are entirely free to come and go as they please - unless they are damaged or ill, in which case I bring them into camp to look after them."

"I'm sorry, I can only take people out on foot if I know that the lions are well away from camp."

"Sadly it is true. One of the lions did kill a man here; but that's a long time ago now."

"Well, the danger is really more to Tony and me than anyone else, as we spend so much of the day with the lions."

"No. In a funny way the danger is part of the attraction - as it presumably is for racing drivers or people who sail round the world single-handed."

"As a matter of fact nobody pays us. We have to raise money to keep ourselves going as best we can."

"Why do I do it?" That is the most difficult question of all. "Well, I suppose it is to give the lions the chance of a decent life. A lion is not a lion if it is only free to eat, to sleep and to copulate. It deserves to be free to hunt and to choose its own prey; to look for and find its own mate; to fight for and hold its own territory; and to die where it was born - in the wild. It should have the same rights as we have."

They are serious questions and I cannot stay on at Kora unless people go on being interested in my work. The Tana River Council only created the Reserve here, and the Government only support it, because it is constantly drawing attention to the country's unique and beautiful wildlife. The longer I am kept from siestas, the better for all of us here.

In the afternoons we either drive visitors down to the river, to look at the lions, or Tony and I go off on our own. The late afternoon is the best time to search for a lion with cubs, as it is hot work climbing about on the rocks, and I am grateful for the cool of the day. Another job I kept for the afternoons, when I had recovered from Suleiman's attentions, was to call on him and Sheba his sister. When they came to us, two of the three adult lionesses - each with several cubs of her own - took against them and never let them become full members of the pride. I therefore moved them to a dry sand lugga about five or six miles away and drove out every few days to see how they were getting on.

One morning, as I was reaching their favourite haunt on the river, Sheba burst from the bushes. She was scratched, trembling and kept up a low moan of distress. She peered intently into the undergrowth that grew along the top of the bank, and as she edged persistently towards it I followed her for a few hundred yards till we came to a gap.

At first all I could see was a chaos of footprints in the mud and sand of the river bed. But they drew my eye to a tawny shape slumped in the scrub under a giant acacia. Suleiman lay dead, from bloody and terrible wounds round his rib cage.

Gradually, from the evidence of the tracks and the flattened saplings, I pieced the tragedy together. Suleiman and Sheba had surprised a great bull hippo coming back from a night's grazing in the bush. They had attacked it, suicidally, as a hippo weighs more than a ton and is at its most dangerous when cut off from water. In the struggle which followed the lions must have got a hold on the hippo with their teeth and claws, until it had backed Suleiman against a clump of bushes. There it had killed him with one slicing crunch of its massive jaws.

Suleiman "died like a lion" and I reckoned that for two nights, with even greater courage, Sheba had guarded his body. I could see from the prints of their feet and the scrape of their tails where crocodiles, smelling Suleiman 's blood, had waddled out of the river to claim his corpse. But Sheba would not let them have it. She had circled round, darting backwards and forwards, finally driving them into the water.

I buried Suleiman close to where I found him, just above flood level, with Sheba sitting by. She refused to leave his grave even when the light began to fail. Suleiman had been given his chance of freedom and its span was brief. But Joy and I always felt, rightly or wrongly, that life in a dangerous world was better than bars or a bullet for lions, as we reckoned it was for ourselves.

Three months later I was driving down this stretch of the river, thinking of Suleiman, when I noticed a scarred and limping bull hippo making off into the shallows. The next day I saw it on the bank, looking rather sickly under a shady tree, and I got out for closer look at it through my field glasses. What happened next took me completely by surprise. The hippo let out a mighty snort and charged me. I leapt into the car but before I could start it the hippo rammed into it and heaved it up until I thought it would roll over. Next, he bit deep into the mudguard before retiring once more to the shade. My fingers tingled with shock. The hippo's back was furrowed by deep claw marks and he must have been the animal that killed Suleiman.

When we get back to camp in the evenings, Tony and I check that there is water in the trough outside the wire, and prepare some meat for the pride's regular evening appearance. I feed the lions for several reasons: so that the mothers with cubs do not have to leave them alone for too long; so that any new lions are not threatened with starvation if they cannot get a share of the kills in the bush; and to reinforce the pride's association with the territory round camp. In the wild lions may only kill and eat every few days and I am very careful not to blunt the incentive to kill for themselves. The last thing I want to induce is dependence. On the other hand the lions are the reason I am here and the more I know about them and their needs the more use I can be in emergency.

Strictly speaking there is no need to put out water either, as the river is within easy reach. During the worst droughts lions survive on liquids from their prey and I have sometimes seen them chewing succulent plants broken open by antelopes. The water trough is therefore a luxury enjoyed by a number of visitors, including a family of owls who use it to bathe in.

We are only three miles south of the equator and night falls fast every evening, at about seven o'clock. Hamisi brings out a table, our dilapidated camp chairs, bottles, glasses and ice. The lions materialise like silent and ghostly figures from the dusk and sink contentedly to the ground, just outside the wire. It is a magical hour; the stars grow brighter and brighter; the chirrup of frogs and the liquid call of the nightjars take over from the daytime hum of the crickets.

I was scribbling away at my diary one evening-I have kept one for most of my life - when a squabble broke out between two cubs. Tony and Terence were trying to see which they were, when I pricked up my ears.

"Watch out, George!" hissed Tony, with an odd note in his voice, "look quickly behind you." I turned and found myself staring straight into the eyes of a quivering lioness. I feared the worst, for a second, as none of our lions had broken the rules and managed to get into camp.

In fact it was a shy and attractive lioness called Juma, who had suddenly mastered the art of wriggling under the wire. It was a little time before Terence succeeded in outwitting her, and until then I had to entice her to one of the gates with a tit-bit of meat on the occasions when she decided to join us for a sundowner. I was rather sorry that she was preoccupied with her first litter of cubs when Joy came up for a memorable Christmas at Kora, bringing with her the novelist Hammond Innes and his wife. Innes was out in Kenya sniffing the air for the scent of a plot. I thought he might enjoy Juma's company and even put her into his book.

Joy had been brought up in Austria and wherever we were in the bush she managed to make a sparkling celebration of Christmas Eve, as she did now. There were presents, decorations, candles, a cake, champagne, and even a glittering Christmas tree. Joy loved a party, and this was the last one we ever gave together.

Supper on an ordinary evening at Kora is a humble affair, but a good deal livelier than lunch. The birds that pestered us at breakfast have all gone to roost but the acacia rats and ground squirrels drop in, almost literally, for some crumbs and the dregs of our coffee. The air and our soup are thick with squadrons of insects and bugs homing in on the lanterns. Sundowners have loosened our tongues.

"Nonsense," said Terence one evening. "George is not like a lion - hair a bit yellow - that's all - just needs to wash it."

"But Terence," protested Tony, "everyone starts to look like their animals. Take ..."

"I grant you Ionides," interrupted Terence, uncharacteristically. "Caught more snakes in Africa than any man, animal or bird that ever lived. Had eyes and beak of an eagle. Claws too, I dare say."

"And what about Thesiger?" I asked. "After all those journeys in the desert I always think Wilfred looks just like one of his camels."

"Come on, face it, Terence," chipped in Tony. "Even you - you're just as sticky and prickly as one of your bloody old thorn bushes."

Terence lowered his head in disdain, and the scars on his cheek, where Juma's grandson had raked him, showed pink in the lamplight. Perhaps Tony had gone too far.

My thoughts had drifted away to the memory of what Desmond Morris, an expert on animals, and professional manwatcher, had thought about Joy: with her pale golden hair, her prowling gait and her eager eyes - to him she resembled a lioness.

For some reason we never seem able to organise supper so that it doesn't coincide with the evening radio routine. Tony usually handles the calls. I hate the infernal machine, with everyone else on the network listening in, but Tony has no inhibitions. He uses an extremely effective code of doubles entendres for dating his girlfriends.

We get an odd miscellany of calls in any one week. The Director of Wildlife is seriously worried about threats from the local Shifta - Somali bandits from across the river - and is coming up to discuss our security. A television company is bringing Ali McGraw out to Kenya, please could she interview me - up in a balloon - about the great migration of wildebeest. Bill Travers and Virginia McKenna are arriving to help choose photographs for my book; they know about our desperate need for White Horse whisky, but what about butter and mangoes?

If Tony has friends in camp I usually hear the murmur of voices as I slip off to sleep. It is very dry here - the average rainfall is ten inches a year, less than a third of the temperate zones of Europe and America, and almost instantly evaporated by the equatorial sun. In a drought we get one inch - and most of the time I sling my mosquito net from a fence post and sleep under the sky. Beside me are a loaded rifle and a slit trench.

The country on the other side of the Tana is grazed by the herds of Somalis, a tough tribe, who spread from Somaliland up on the coast down through the heartland of Kenya. They are allowed on the other bank of the river but in a drought cannot resist the temptation of driving their stock into Kora. The Shifta come with them.

The Director of Wildlife has some cause to be worried about our safety. We have just learnt that Ken Clarke, who gave us Suleiman and Sheba, heard shooting on his ranch and went out to find Somali poachers hacking the horns out of three rhino carcases. When he chased them they ambushed him. A bullet which hit his belt buckle was deflected up into his heart. He died instantly.

As a result I have been ordered to evacuate Kora. I think this is too drastic and refuse to leave unless they take me in handcuffs. Instead I hand out a scratch arsenal of pistols and shotguns each night to my recently recruited Home Guard and put my faith in the funk holes we dig.

As I close my eyes the sounds of the bush drive out all thoughts of Somalis. A tremendous roar goes up from the rocks on the hill: it may be from Juma's young lions, or Christian, asserting their rights. I think of Boy and of Elsa, and remember my earliest safaris in Kenya, and the first shot I fired as a child, in India.

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